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Wednesday, February 29, 2012
why must this happen to me ? why am i feeling this way right now ? im really lost.. i feel like im dying.. why is it that when you are over protective, im like i hate it and all, but the moment you start to not care so much, or i can say not caring at all, i feel so.. i donnoe, its like i don have your attention anymore and this really suck
and now that this has happened, its has made it more difficult for me.. a part of me srsly hate being with you and wants this r/s to end asap, but there is this other side that misses you so much..
i really donnoe what to do now.. what can i do now ? woke up in the middle of the night and can't go back to slp.. i really hate this.. why is this happening to me ???
where is the strong eugena that i've always claimed to be ? i really hate it when im alone..
someone save me please..
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
why am i so contradicting ?
i know what im gonna say is gonna be so weird and kinda like i don have the rights to say this, but what im gonna say is that you don respect me as a girlfriend p.s i know i don't too and thats y i said i don have the rights.. yah but i just have to say, i know its been quite some time since we have been tgt, it'll be weird if i talk about it now and not earlier.. i guess you weigh more now.. & since we are going to end this in a few weeks time, so i shall not state why is it that i said what i said and i hope everything goes smoothly for us and hopefully still friends (:
& if you ever read this don even bother asking me cause im not gonna tell >:)
Monday, February 20, 2012
Most couples look loving and cute to others. But us, we don even look loving to others -.- Really sick and tired of all this shit. Please let me go like srsly -.-
I always don regret when I broke up with you, not contacting you and all. But instead I regretted going back to you after we are done. Like omg why ?!?
And it's like I don't love you but I still have to report every single thing that I do ! Whatever I'm doing I have to tell you ! It's like, hello who are you ?? Why must I report to you ? Im like doing it so unwillingly can. And I hate it ! Please just look for someone else to control I begging you ! I've had enf like srsly enf. I want my own life. Without you.
Friday, January 27, 2012
Born in the 80s doesn't give you a reason to hit a girl. Wake up your mind
Thursday, January 12, 2012
crazy fuck
Wednesday, January 04, 2012
now i realised that im not reminding myself to hate you but instead you are the one reminding me to hate you. thanks. now that my sch has reopened, i foresee that this r/s is not gonna be smooth.. lets just see how strong this r/s is.. but i don have faith in myself.. so lets just walk and see..
Saturday, December 31, 2011
today marks the end of 2011, everything that is unhappy that happened this year shall be forgotten.. & hope 2012 will be a better year. 2012 please treat me better >.< at least don let my pocket be empty (:
its gonna be new year, im still on bad terms with mummy, cant go home to celebrate new year ): both of us too stubborn alr, both don wanna give way and this is how we are going to end our year ~ as for me, im gonna spend my last day of 2011 with boyf at home nuaing ~
hope everything goes well for me in year 2012 ~
